How we were meeting! Maybe you you remember?
I saw you the first time in Milano Marittima when I looked into your
eyes I thought "wow" ... but you were to old for me... =) but every
time at dinner and at lunch I looked to you. And you looked to me! I
was so happy! My parent's didn't check anything. It was funny!! And I
was soo happy when we met on the starcaises and talked...and you told
me you were 22...I know that you were most shocked when I said "I'm
13" *smile* I thought..."no, now he's knowing that I'm 13 it's over...
he wouldn't talk with me again" but I was wrong. You talked again
with me. I was the happiest girl ever! Then the last day. I wasn't
happy. But I remember that I did a letter into your keybox with the
dates I will drive home. And on the next morning you were there I
was so happy. When my parents said "Good bye" to the server I said
"Good bye" to you. I was so unlucky. You don't know! Then we went to
the car and then my parents said "Good bye" to the owner of the hotel
and I said "Good Bye" to you. I gave me a kiss on my right cheek!
I thought "I will never forget you" and then we went to the car and
drive on...I was so sad! On the journey home I cried often but not
flashy. I missed you! And in these two years I made to many mistakes!
I know it. I had to many boys! But now it's different...I know that
you are the only one for me! And I will show you it. Mi sono fidata
di te! *I swear* Baby I love you so much! I thought a lot about you.
And I know one time there is a happy ending! I know it! And that
is the reason I belive in us! Ok go on... so when I was back, I called
you one time and when we were calling I started to crie! I felt so bad.
Then we had not so easy contact in this last one year. But when the
World Cup was starting I felt a feeling that I need you more than ever.
I don't know?!?so I had more contact to you and I felt very good! I sent
you presents like photos, letters and my FC Bayern München Sweatband
with my perfume! And every game by Italia we were in contact...and
I said it "They will win" but you said "wait wait wait" ... and I
was right ... the won *yeah* ITALIA CAMPIONE DEL MONDO
so then I told you that I will be in Milano Marittima from 17.07
- 28.07 and you told me you will be in Milano Marittima at 27.07
I had a lot of hopeless in me that I will see you. I was sooo happy!
And then on 27.07 you asked me if we can meet us I said I must
look and the whole evening at 23o'clock I tried to call you but your
handy was off. I was so sad...why? why we didn't meet us? I asked
me "why the destiny didn't want that we are meeting?" I didn't
understand. I was so sad. And you are too. After 3 days or so I told
you that I had other boys and you weren't angry or something like
this. You said it's human because we didn't meet 2 years long. But
you didn't say that you had girls too. After I asked you told me - I
was sad, why you didn't told me, why I must asked you...ok, then I
told you that there is an other boy and I don't know about my feelings.
But I said you that you are still in my heart. And you were sad. But
now you must know that you are the only one for me! I have forget
the other boy. I checked that there is nobody else who I love more
thant you! I hope we will have a future. But not a short. But a long!
Maybe just maybe we will marry =) that will be funny! And I know
that I will do anything for you! Please never leave me!
Because I know one time we will win, because !!!
I'm right - ever - remember =)